How Prevention Providers Might Assist Youth Keep away from the Foster Care System


is a Teen Vogue sequence in regards to the foster care system in the US, produced in partnership with Juvenile Legislation Middle and printed all through Nationwide Foster Care Month. On this op-ed, Nico’Lee Biddle, an LCSW, trauma therapist, freelance speaker, and advocate with FosterClub, the nationwide community for younger individuals in foster care, explains how her household’s foster care journey might have been totally different if prevention companies had been provided earlier than she was faraway from her dwelling.

By all outward appearances, I grew up in a “normal” American household. My dad labored in development and my mother was a registered nurse. We had a four-bedroom home, a big yard, and a canine. I used to be a cheerleader with straight-A grades in class. However my household additionally had issues—our worst being that each of my dad and mom had been hooked on heroin.

My expertise with foster care started one Thanksgiving once I was 14 years previous, once I went to court docket with my dad and mom after my sister had a combat with my mother and left the home. The choose informed my dad and mom that in the event that they didn’t adjust to random drug screenings, they might take away me from their care—despite the fact that I had meals, garments, and a secure place to stay. On the day of the primary random drug check, my dad and mom had been arrested for falsifying car inspection stickers on our household car (we didn’t have the cash to cross the automobile inspection legally). Thus, my dad and mom failed to look for the drug check, and I went into foster care.

I bear in mind packing my issues in rubbish luggage a complete of 4 instances, as soon as for each time I moved throughout my first six months in care. I bear in mind crying for 4 nights at my first group dwelling, after which telling the choose that staying there can be unhealthy for my psychological well being. I bear in mind lacking college for nearly a complete month as a result of I needed to change districts and didn’t have the appropriate paperwork. Most significantly, I bear in mind feeling as if I had misplaced the whole lot — my dad and mom, my dwelling, my canine, my mates, and my college.

Once I look again now on my household’s experiences, I understand that the kid welfare system solely noticed our household’s trauma and harm, our dysfunction and abnormalities. They didn’t see dad and mom who raised me for fourteen years, who taught me the values of honesty, training, humor, and compassion. They didn’t see that my household had misplaced our two largest supporters throughout the prior three years; together with my grandmother, who died from Leukemia mere months earlier than I used to be taken into the system. The system solely noticed a missed appointment, or a optimistic drug check, and appeared to imagine the worst about our lives. The system eliminated me first, and supplied companies second — after the belief was damaged and the harm was accomplished.

After I used to be eliminated, my dad and mom’ addictions solely worsened. They didn’t really feel like dad and mom anymore, with their youngest little one both in a gaggle dwelling or dwelling with household from whom they had been estranged. They weren’t allowed in a room with me unsupervised, despite the fact that they by no means hit or harmed me. My dad and mom had been ordered to go to drug therapy after I used to be taken, however after they did go away to rehab or attend appointments, it didn’t appear to be it made any distinction in how they had been handled in court docket. They misplaced their jobs and have become homeless. Their psychological well being worsened, and so they continued to make use of medication to really feel higher.

Fourteen years later, as an grownup, I nonetheless really feel the results of a reactive little one welfare system. As I create my very own grownup life and obtain milestones akin to weddings, graduations, and attempting to develop a household, I’m consistently reminded of the preventable losses I’ve skilled. Fortuitously, I’ve a robust assist system and a robust religion, which have allowed me to thrive and to offer again to the kid welfare group. Sadly, my dad and mom didn’t have this assist, and it will definitely killed them after they struggled for years with their addictions, looking for their manner again. My dad and mom’ addictions worsened as I pursued school and different life occasions they didn’t really feel like they might be a part of, and so they each finally handed away on account of drug-related problems (my mom in 2009 and my father in 2015).

The day I went into foster care modified our lives eternally, and I imagine it may have been prevented. On February 9, Congress officially passed the Household First Prevention Providers Act, as a part of the Bipartisan Finances Act of 2018, and the president signed it into legislation. This legislation includes the option for states to make use of funds to offer prevention companies for households like mine, whose youngsters will not be being abused or uncared for, however whose dad and mom would possibly want some additional assist so the kids don’t find yourself harm or put in harmful conditions. Nonetheless, there may be quite a lot of work to be accomplished to implement this legislation, and there may be far more that should occur in states and communities for prevention to be the norm and never the exception.

My mother and pa made errors, however they had been good dad and mom who made me really feel beloved each day of my life. I miss them, and each day I want issues had been totally different. If they might have been provided therapy earlier than I used to be eliminated, possibly they wouldn’t have ended up in jail, and would have been in therapy sooner. Possibly I wouldn’t have needed to change faculties and turn out to be a part of a statistic of teenagers in foster care. Possibly they might be alive right this moment, and my father may have walked me down the aisle at my wedding ceremony. With higher assist for them earlier than I used to be eliminated, possibly I wouldn’t have spent seven years in foster care.

Nowadays, I share my story as a result of we’d like the system to alter, and we’d like for staff and judges and attorneys to ask youngsters and oldsters about their strengths, as an alternative of specializing in weaknesses. I share my story as a result of my staff and judges accepted once I mentioned I didn’t need to be adopted, however didn’t settle for that I needed to go dwelling. I share my story as a result of I’ve witnessed the system repeat the identical errors with increasingly households, years after my very own was torn aside. I’m sharing my story as a result of I didn’t converse up then, however I do know I need to converse up now.

You need to converse up, too. Your experiences, each unhealthy and good, matter. Your voice could make a change. The companies tasked with serving to foster youngsters are titled Kids, Youth, and Households — and if you’re ever able the place somebody forgets that, I encourage you to remind them.

Sign up for the Teen Vogue weekly email.

How Foster Care Works in the United States